Bad start.

Bad start for a morning.

Overslept for school today. It was really unintentional.
I don't know why I can't seem to wake up on time for school.
It's like I'm totally immune to all the alarms.
This bad habit's gotta go ASAP or else my grades are going to be so badly affected.

I'm starting to think even men have pms.
They can get so angsty for no apparent reason and it's just fucked up.

Anyway, tonight I better make my stand and say my piece.
I'm seventeen years old and I don't think I deserve to have my freedom revoked or have anyone control my life.

So it all boils down to my fault.

My fault for not being to take jokes. 

My fault for being so petty.

My fault for causing us to have tiffs and quarrels so often.

Basically, everything's my fault.

Wanted: Hot and sexy goods

WANTED

TOMS - Olive / Navy Blue

BAGGU DUCK BAG - Coral / Fuchsia

FCUK Vintage Tee

Pretty girls working for L'Oreal's event

So today, Anna and I headed down to tpy to work at some event organised by L'Oreal.

Our job was easy peacy. All we were supposed to do was to usher people to the shuttle bus that took them to the venue where the event was held at.

That was all we did for the entire 6 freaking hours. And not to mention, we get paid. 

I really love heart to heart talks with this bby girl ♥

Having issues with money these few days.

I'll admit that I'm a spendwhore.

I can never be wise when it comes to spending. I don't really think and just splurge like imma fucking rich chick. But the truth is, I'm not. I'm officially a broke fuck.

I have no idea how I spent all of my hard earned money away just like that.

1/3 on clothes, 1/3 on food, 1/3 on fucking transport probably.

Anyway the blame's still on me.

Deep sad sighs.

Without money is like a person without oxygen.

"Sometimes loving could be so painful and difficult, but loving is the simplest reason why you always find yourself smiling."

I would hold your hand forever, if forever could exist.

LAN @ TOWN

Guess what I did at town yesterday?

I played lan with Yongxing and two of our friends and god was it funny. 

I know, you're thinking like why the hell would we play freaking lan all the way at town.

It was unplanned and very unexpected so.......

But I had a really good time laughing my heart out and killing people for those few hours.

Although we didn't really do much, except play lan and lepak, it was still somewhat enjoyable.

And it's definitely a great way to save money too! 

Cheers to more future meet ups like that! :)

Had a really satisfying sleep this morning. Slept in till about 4plus in the afternoon.

Really lazy day. It sucks, having to stay home on a saturday right?

But thank god my dear girl was able to meet me for a late night movie.

She lika steady only, I like!

Anyway, we caught "Mr Popper's Penguins" and it is so extremely cute!

Both of us were practically squealing and going "awwwww".

It's a pretty good flick, it's something you can really consider watching :)

Never going to let you go.

Happy four months, beloved ♥

FUCK YOU.

FUCK YOU TO THE ABSOLUTE CORE.

Boredom + Webcam = Camwhore

You know you're bored when you start playing with your webcam.

Giving math class a miss.

I know I shouldn't skip since I'm already so weak in it, but I know I wouldn't gain much even if I do go.

I just catch no balls for math. Maybe it's time to get a tutor.

This week has been pretty "lazy" for me. I've been waking up late for school and lately I tend to feel extremely sleepy in class, thus affecting my performance. 

Think this week's grades would probably be Bs, Cs and Ds. Oh, and a X since I'm skipping school tomorrow.

It's 3:37 AM and my tummy wants food.

SERIOUSLY? 

Fuck school

Empty space.

Mind filled with thoughts.

Thinking of how to put them in words.

8:28 AM.

I'm pretty late for school but it's one of those days where I don't give a fuck if I'm late or not.

I just don't have the mood to get to school because today's module + facilitator are fucked up.

The highest grade I've gotten so far for OB is a B and the lowest, a D. Not very motivating huh?

So fuck school!

Sigh, gonna get my ass to the shower soon.

Can't believe I still decided to go to class despite knowing that I'll probably get another C or something.

I'm such a good kid really.

2:31am.

I can't sleep.

How did it even start?..........

I love you, do you know that?

:'(

Goodbye holidays, what's up school?

Things are looking up for me.

And for us.

Hopefully it keeps getting better.

Anyway, school starts tomorrow and I'm already dreading it.

I don't dread seeing my lovely classmates because they are the ones who actually make me want to go to school.

I just dread the classes, the stupid UTs and some of the annoying facilitators.

Speaking of UTs, I think I'm going to do quite badly for them since I didn't really bother to study.

How do you even study for them when all we were given are the 6Ps and we are allowed to refer to them during the test itself?! I don't see a point.

I just want a longer holiday. Now I'm really envious of those who are able to sleep in tomorrow!

On the bright side, the girls and I are going to wear matching maxi dresses to school.

People are going to think we're crazy but we don't give a damn.

I'm still in a dilemma in deciding whether to re-dye my hair or not.

I like my current hair colour but the black roots that are growing out makes it real ugly.

Should I choose a different hair colour instead? Like ash brown or something?

One thing's for sure, I'm going to get my hair done by the end of this month.

xx

One of those awful days

We all have our good days and bad days.

Apparently, life is having fun screwing me to my absolute limit.

Training sucked.

I wasn't focused at all.

People were constantly shouting my name.

It was extremely irritating.

I was doing this and that wrongly.

Everything was just fucked for me.

During days like these, a hug would be nice.

What's happening to us?

It's wearing me out.

Tell me, what should I do?

W47Q's barbeque/Lepak with soccer chicks

Had a fanfuckingtastic time with my classmates of W47Q just yesterday!

We organised a class barbeque and most of us turned up for it.

I'm sure we've all had a great time bonding with each other and it was just pretty awesome :)

So anyway, we have to thank the guys for barbecuing most of the food. 

Just so you know, the food tasted freaking good!

There were chicken wings, sausages, stingray, marshmallows, otah and more.

Damn, I am hungry right now.

Guys at work:

Girls slacking: 

See the difference? HAHA

Left to right: Raecious, Anna, Eugene

Ah lian number 1: Qing yun! Teehee!

My bby girl Anna!

The one and only awesome Natalie!

This girl also ah lian number 1. Elizabeth! 

Girls of W47Q + Alvin

Left the place quite early because my daddy insisted on fetching me. Oh well, at least I managed to save cost on transportation fees.

I really enjoyed myself and I'm looking forward to more bonding sessions like this!

FABFABFAB.

Today, I met up with my soccer girls to just chill.

Initially, we wanted to catch a movie but we weren't able to find a suitable movie that all of us have yet to watch so it was cancelled. Wanted to sing K but it was located all the way at Chinatown and I had to meet my other friends for dinner as well so it was cancelled too.

In the end, we decided to just walk around and see what we can do.

Introducing these retarded + awesome girls, Si min, Phoebe and Lynette! :)

We crapped and laughed like hell. We just couldn't stop laughing because we crapped too much.

To the extend that our tummies were aching terribly!

We were crazy high! Haha.

Lunched at Aston's before heading over to SOTA to lepak and camwhore.

We lika cool only!

Jumpshots!

Had an awesome time with the girls because we were all so crazy!

There are more pictures but I'm really lazy to post it up all here so don't hesitate to go look for the rest in my facebook :)

I feel bad. I've decided to skip tomorrow's training because I'm so lazy to go for it.

And also, I'm meeting my dear boy the whole day tomorrow so there you go.

Better remind myself to get shin pads A.S.A.P.

It's late. But I'm hungry and sleepy.

Should I grab something to eat before turning in?

I think better not. Fats are so not welcomed in my life although I have truckloads of it already.

Goodnight!

xoxo

I miss you

It's late.

But I can't seem to fall asleep.

I'm thinking about you.

I miss you. Very much.

I know tonight was rotten for you, but I really hope you're feeling better.

Whatever shit you're going through right now, they happened for a reason.

Things will eventually turn out for the better.

It's very cliche I know but I'm here baby, I feel you.

I know what it feels like.

I'm sorry, for not being there when you need me the most.

I feel guilty every time when I spend more time with my friends than I do with you.

My priorities can be so fucked up.

I'm sorry baby, I truly am.

You should be asleep right now. I hope you are.

I can't wait to see you in the morning. 

Five more hours to go.

I love you.

Meet the X-MEN'S sidekicks!

Have you guys catched X-MEN: FIRST CLASS yet?

If you haven't, start booking your tix now or plan with your friends to watch it!

This movie is hands down awe-some.

Don't watch movies like Insidious or any other crappy movie. Just so you know, Insidious is really full of bullshit. It's not exactly scary because the "ghosts" in the movie looked extremely fake. Come to think of it, they look more like zombies to me. Fugly zombies. Anyway, the ending sucked. It's really fucked up.

So listen to me and watch X-Men: First Class if you haven't.

You should never give this movie a miss. I'm not going to tell you why but I'm sure you'll understand what I mean after watching it.

It's just fucking awesome.

I think mutants are cool. Let me rephrase that. I think their super powers are freaking cool.

Oh yes, I watched it with a bunch of classmates from my secondary school :)

We finally met up after so much procrastination. Seriously, we always talk about meeting up but it never happened in the end.......... So thank god, finally!

Here's a group photo of my beloved class 4/5.

Actually, it's half of 4/5. The rest couldn't make it so............

There's always a next time :)

Introducing some of my really good friends!

Left to right: Serika, Wendy & Zhengjie

So anyway, we headed to Pizza Hut after the movie for a bite.

Wendy's pasta:

My beef balls:

Side track, I'm salivating. I have a huge thing for meatballs and I'm actually craving for the ones in Ikea.

Oh no.

Here's a picture of my best gay buddy, Aniqq and my best girlfriend, Wendy together :)

Left the group after a quick bite and headed to vivo with my girl to meet Yongxing for dinner.

Not much pictures, just with my girl. 

The night turned out to be somewhat awful but I'm not going to talk about it anymore since it's over.

Things are back to normal for the both of us. When I meant the both of us, I mean Wendy and I.

We both had the same issues yesterday and it was pretty fucked up. 

Haha, sisters will forever be sisters please! ♥

xoxo