Self-obsession!

Idgaf about what you think but I love myself.

Teehee :)

What a lazy afternoon

Yawn, what a lazy afternoon.

Have been up since morning. I didn't sleep in and I could not afford to.

Not when I'm racing against time to complete my effin reflection journal.

And as usual, I smoked my way through. What was I supposed to reflect on cognitive anyway?

I managed to finish up with minutes to spare so yay me.

But I'm still thankful Ardi extended the dead line because I was home rather late yesterday.

Met up with my lovely boy for a short while too.

Had my weekly dose of soccer yesterday and it was pretty good. I'm improving and my kicks are getting stronger I supposed. That's a good thing.

So if you wanna mess with me or even try offend me, maybe you'll like to think twice?

You don't want me to anal you. Especially with my boots on.

I'm just saying yknow :)

Music is essential for me in the mornings. They make my mornings better.
I always love tuning in to the radio or just letting my itunes go on a random streak.

#nowplaying Judas - Lady Gaga

I'm waiting for lunch to be ready before heading out to meet Randy.

We've got things to do today, mostly catching up and all.

Haven't met up with my secondary classmates for some time already.

I just hope that we'll arrange one meet up during the short holidays to catch up and all.

I miss them so bloody much!

I'll be heading down to town for Kungfu Panda 2 later on in the evening!

Goodness PO is just so freaking adorable. He is adorable, period.

I think I'm going to squeal in the cinema later on.

So looking forward to that.

Alrightzzzzz I'd better get my ass up from the chair and go head in for a shower.

 xo.

Our love is going on strong.

Hi everyone!

How's your day been going?

Correction: It's 15 minutes to 12 before a new day begins.

And it's Friday! Whoopwhoop!

But right now, I am feeling extremely worn out. 

My eyes can barely open right now.

And my mouth is itching to munch on something.

I'm actually munching on oreo this instant.

I love to eat.

I think I have an irregular eating disorder.

I eat at very irregular timings.

Okay now I'm really tired. 

Turning in nowz.

HI EVERYONE, MISS ME?

I'm extremely sorry for not blogging and I have a valid reason for it.

I have been sick for the past 5 days. Yes, I was literally lying on my bed for 5 whole days.

That was how sick I was. Exhaustion got the better of me.

Right now, I'm in the process of recovering but I'm still very weak.

I feel like if the wind blew me hard enough, I might just fall. HAHA

It's been a longass time since I'm this sick. The last time was during the musical period.

That was another horrible experience.

Anyway, I hope I won't be sick for another zillion years.

Just kidding, but seriously, I never want to be sick again.

I miss out on the good things EVERYTIME I'm sick.

I'm craving for alot of things right now.

I remember there's this machine that sells ice-cream and it's not just any ordinary ice-cream. They come in tiny balls and in rainbow colours too.

Yep, I'm craving for that although I think it's not available in Singapore anymore :'(

I'm also craving for salted coke. Ahhhh, the unique taste of salted coke.

Sigh I just want to be the healthy girl I am.

Then I can start my binging session again.

Feeling lightheaded. Screw this.

Okay back to studying cognitive.

I know I'm 3 days behind but,

happy three months baby!

HOGC!

I attended Qingyun's church which is "Heart of God Church", HOGC in short and their youth service was

AWEfreakingSOME.

Seriously! The enthusiasm level was absolutely great and I loved their worship.

Everyone was so bonded there and they are extremely friendly.

They make you feel very welcome! Even though it was my first time there, I felt like I've been with them for the longest time.

I really enjoyed myself and I look forward to going there again! :)

Oh and during the event, Qingyun told me that she finds my voice sexy + nice, and she said others also agreed with her opinion. I never knew my voice was sexy or nice at all. So I was damn shocked when she told me that and it really made me laugh.

L O L A B L E

xx

Awake and kicking @ 7AM

Goooooood morningggggg! :D

RISE & SHINE, IT'S 7AM!

Can't believe I managed to stay sane with just 2 hours of sleep.

That's right, I slept at 4 am. Not proud of it.

Right now, I'm trying to get my creative juices flowing because I have to come up with something for my RJ.

I really have to start listening in class because I have no shit idea on how to answer my RJ.

Guess I have to smoke my way through again. I can tell you, it's not going to get me good grades.

Feeling super hungry.

But I just had a bowl of huge ramen for supper last night.

What the hell is wrong with me?

Tummy, can you control yourself and like not growl for food anytime soon?

Unless you want to be fat, if not shut up already.

Soccer practice was pretty good even though I fell and injured myself yesterday.

My body practically slid against the courtyard's floor.

Oh well, it's not much of a big deal anyway. I'm still alive and kickin!

The sun's up, better finish up my homework and get some sleep.

x kiss

It's 6:55am.

I haven't heard anything from you eversince last night.

Are you okay? Because I'm worried. Very.

I'm going to blog this publicly for everyone to see, just to show you how sorry I really am.

I'm a rotten asshole and pms is a fucking whore.

You mean so much to me, but somehow my actions seem to show otherwise.

I can't believe how much I've hurt you and yet you're constantly telling me it's okay.

I know it's not okay, I've been through it and it's absolutely not okay.

I don't know what I can do, to make you understand how sorry I really am.

The last thing I wanted to do was hurt you. It was never my intention to hurt you at all.

Hearing you just now, my heart really ached and tore.

I'm not good at expressing myself at all.

Every time I wish to express myself, my tongue would get tied up.

I just want you to know how truly sorry I am to you.

I miss you.

And I love you more and more each day.

When I say it, I really mean it from my heart.

Sorry for being such a jerk to you.

I think I really need to read up on how to entertain my blog readers.

My blog posts are so boring right?

Anyway, I'm thinking of changing my blogskin again.

Doing the codes and everything right now so if I'm not wrong, you'll be able to see a new skin by tomorrow :)

If you guys have been following my twitter or if you've read my previous blog post, I mentioned that I was going to get my Dr Martens boots right?

And I did!

Whoopwhoop! :D

Ohmyfuckinggod, just look at how bloody gorgeous this pair of boots is!

It's insanely beautiful.

And you all should know, good things NEVER come cheap.

Normally, I wouldn't splurge 200 bucks on shoes but for Dr Martens? It's totally worth my money even if it means going broke.

Yes, I bought it with my hard-earned money and it feels great knowing that I paid for such an expensive item all by myself.

Met up with Meredith, Kristie, Danil and Yong Xing for sheesha just yesterday and we've had an awesome time together :)

I finally wore my maxi dress out, but I tied a knot at the bottom because it was too flowy and I'm not tall.

Sigh, why can't I grow just alittle bit taller? Okay fine my ideal height is 165cm and I'm only 155cm.

All I want is just 10 freaking cm and I'll be satisfied!

It's a public holiday for everyone tomorrow

EXCEPT

for polytechnic students.

What did we do to deserve this? Why can't we have a holiday as well?

I know I know, I complain and whine alot but it's just unfair that we've school on a freaking public holiday.

DEEP SIGHS.

On a lighter note, I finally gave my fringe a cut! 

Been wanting to do that since forever. Okay not forever, but you get what I mean.

I'm thinking of re-dying my hair again because my black roots are just plain hideous.

Salon or DIY?

Kkk it's almost 12, shall turn in soon perhaps.

Before I go, I wanna show you guys somethingggggggggg!

Credits to GICKR :)

Teehee goodnights xoxoxo

Infect me with your love and fill me with your poison.

It's almost 2 am and I should be asleep now but I'm so happy I'm going to share this piece of news with you.

Are you ready for it?

:)

Brace yourself for it!

:)

I MADE IT INTO

RP'S WOMEN SOCCER TEAM!!!!!

:D :D :D

I don't even know where to begin.

Okay so basically, the whole point of me wanting to join soccer is because I'm genuinely interested in it.

I used to play alot of soccer when I was a kid. Like when I was age 12 or something?

But as you all know, most secondary schools don't have soccer for girls so I don't have any proper experience on soccer.

What's more, the girls there really know their game! Honestly speaking, they played damn well and I felt inferior la. I was thinking there was just no way for the coach to pick me.
But guess what? He did.

HE FUCKING PICKED ME.

Sorry I had to use the F word to emphasize because it is absolutely unbelievable.

I was quite sure that I wouldn't make it into the school team.
There were other girls that really played better than me but they weren't chosen.

And me? I don't even have proper experiences or what not.....

I don't even have a "sports background". I mean my secondary school's CCA wasn't even a sport la.
It was acting. And I am able to say with confidence that I can act :>

Okay fine so I play a little bit of soccer, captain's ball, bball and more but that's not the point.
Oh, and you know what? He thought I was a netball player. HAHAHA

I'm still thinking why he picked me.

I guess the coach could really see how passionate I was.

I'm still freaking happy!!!!!

I'm getting my soccer boots and everything else with the soccer chicks tomorrow.

Then I'm meeting Meredith, Kristie and Danil for dinnerrrrrrr.

Man, I can't wait to see them! All of them are fashionistas I swear.

AND AND AND

Don't be jealous, but I'm getting my Dr Martens boots tomorrow.

I'm craving for it right now. Ohhhhh the smooth black leather.

I'm in love with it.

Literally.

SLEEPYTIME XOXOXO

I'm supposed to be doing my research on peer pressure but here I am typing secretly away into this empty space like yadayadayadayada.
Okay fine, so it's not a secret. I mean I'm blogging OPENLY.

No big deal right? Yeah.

Anyway, I was late for class today.

I woke up at freaking 8am when class starts at 0830 sharp.

I am a good kid. I made it to school eventually. Whoopwhoop!
I would have skipped if not for my daily grade.
RP's schooling system sucks!
Oops! :>

Okay back to work!

Ciao xoxoxo

confused.disappointed.n a i v e.upset.

idon'tknowwhattofeelanymore.justwhoamitoyou?

Ah crap.

I'm being inconsistent yet again.

Sorry readers! :(

Nothing's up these few days. Nothing interesting that is.
Oh wait, it's St' Joseph's 165th birthday today and I was invited by my dear Emily to go to their funfair. Had a really nice heart-to-heart talk with her. Hours of it. Filled with lotsa craps too.
It's these little moments that makes my day yknow :)

I'm updating my ipod right now.

Trying hard to think up of all the old but wonderful songs during these past few years.

My memory is failing me.

On the bright side, I just might be getting my Dr Marten's boots tomorrow.

Freaking expensive I know! But I've set my heart on it! They are just to bloody gorgeous how could I not get them right?

Argh I think my dad just cut of my connection.

I swear one of these days I'm going to get my own freaking modem.