So. 

I should be in bed right now but obviously I'm not.

Not when I have countless thoughts running through my mind.

Good or bad, you decide.

I miss going for happy hours. Planning one with the girls real soon. 

Oh, maybe we're letting our guys in on the fun as well.

We'll see how things goes.

Just realised my posts are not getting any proper. God.

Utter disappointment.
Life is pretty screwed up right now.
I really want to get this phase over and done with.

I'm comfortably seated in my chair and secretly typing into this white space.
Okay so it's not much of a secret any more since I just mentioned it to well, the entire public.
So in case anyone that I might know and is currently working in the same company I'm working for, you did not read the top part. I so did not secretly blog and I so was working my ass off all along!

By right, I should be sorting and slotting in mails for the individual recipients right now but it's still kinda early. Haven't got much work done so far....
On the lighter note, I'm looking forward to lunch time because I can finally fill up my empty and annoying stomach.

Time check: 10:55 A.M

Nearly one hour has passed. Eight more hours to go!
Just thank God it's finally friday. That means, I can finally sleep in.
No wait, just remembered that I've got something up in the morning.
Oh fuck, there goes my saturday morning....

Back to work! xx

7th month

No matter what happens, I'll always always love you.

Happy belated 7th months baby! ♥

I'm crying as I'm typing this.

I know I sound like a terrible weak fuck but I can't fucking help it.

It feels like I just got my heart pierced a thousand times.

But you wouldn't care. Why would you?

I took my pride down to apologise, to plead, but you seemed to feel nothing but nonchalant.

I hate to say this, but it seems like you've changed.

You've changed to someone that I don't recognise anymore.

The things you've said, stung my heart so badly.

I didn't know I was so lousy in your eyes.

Do you know how much I love you? But do you even reciprocate those feelings?

Appreciation post

I don't know how I even came down to doing this post but since I've already started, I might as well continue.

To my best friends:

Aniqq/Wendy/Putri/Emily/Dansen/Suf

Thank you for always ALWAYS being there for me whenever I need you.

Time really flies and we are all on our way to various destinations in life. 

And although we may lead very different lives now, I just want to let you know that you and the memories we shared be it the happy or sad times, they will never ever be forgotten. 

"There are moments in my life that I’ll always remember, not because they were important, but because you were there."

Remember that. Just a reminder, that if you ever need someone by your side, I'm here for you just like how you were there for me. 

P.S Actually, I wanted to dedicate a small paragraph for each of you but I'm... actually rushing for time.

And this probably wouldn't have sounded as sincere but whatever that I have written here, they are from the bottom of my heart.

P.P.S I love you guys!

-

To my girls:

Anna/Natalie/Carol/Qingyun/Theresa/Ledia

I am rather fortunate to have met the 6 of you and I am starting to think all of you are God-sent. 

Even though we have only known each other for about half a year, but it feels like we have known each other for a very long time.

Anna's wicked laughter, Natalie's awesomeness, Carol's lovely hugs, Qingyun's protectiveness, Theresa's talkativeness and Ledia's love for pasta.

I'll miss you girls, I'll really do. Even though we are heading to separate classes next semester, I hope we can still meet up regularly to catch up with one another.

Cheers to a wonderful (and naughty) friendship! 

-

To you:

Hi, are you surprised to see this? I'm guessing you are.......

You know, actually I was kinda disappointed in you. To be honest, I was rather upset with you this morning.

I was waiting for your text as I drifted in and out of sleep this morning. I guess I expected too much huh.. After all, it was just a good morning text I was waiting for.

To top it off, my period came and my mood got even worse. So.... I just want to apologise for my attitude and the way I talked to you. I hope you didn't take it to heart.

I know things between us right now isn't very good and I hate how we are right now.

I'm sorry for that, I truly am.

By the way, it's not revenge I'm after. I just need to take my mind off you for just awhile because sometimes it hurts too much.

I love you, and I'll always do.

Picnic!

Where would you go or what would you plan for an outing if you and your bunch of friends are broke?

HAVE A PICNIC.

Yep, that's what us girls did! We organised a picnic at Marina Barrage and each of us were required to bring and contribute any food item(s) of our choice. I brought dumplings! :)

Basically, the turn out for the picnic was great! Had heart-to-heart talks with the girls and did a lot of camwhoring.

Although it was just a picnic, but I enjoyed myself thoroughly. 

A cheap but meaningful day out with my dear girls!

Looking forward to more meet ups with them :)

xoxo

Sometimes, I feel unworthy.

And sometimes, I feel like the worst girl friend anyone could have.

Hair

If you have been following my timeline closely, you would have known that I went to get my hair done just last friday.

I didn't know what colour to dye initially because I wanted a darker tone than my previous colour which was bright golden-ish brown. Was contemplating over dark brown or red but I finally decided to go ahead with the dark red.

The colour's not really obvious in both photos. Okay well, it's not exactly red. It's more of copper, like red mixed with a teeny bit of brown. Wished it would've been slightly brighter but I guess I'll have to make do with it.

But that's not all I'm doing with my hair. Due to time constraints, I wasn't able to get my hair curled and the stylist told me to come back after a few weeks or so to curl because we gotta wait for the dye to settle completely in my hair.

So I'll probably get my hair curled before semester two starts.

Baggu

My Baggu bags finally came!

Waited for quite a few weeks for them and I was getting really impatient but they arrived in a huge parcel just yesterday night.

Pretty isn't it?

Mine's in nutmeg.

Thinking of getting a day pack. But that's gotta wait till I've got income.

Life sucks without money.

W47Q

Taken with Peipei's DSLR.

I am going to miss this class a whole lot. 

This lively and lovable bunch of people really made my time in RP absolutely worthwhile.

The times we've had together. Wow, those moments were really unforgettable.

Love love and more love to my beloved class, W47Q'11 semester one.

Oh and guess what? I stayed over at Ahxing's place for the first time yesterday.

It feels really good to hug someone to sleep.

:)

USS with ♥!

Got ourselves into USS just two days ago and hell was it awesome.

Battlestar Galactica was the best.

No wait, the ultimate best thing was seeing Yongxing's constipated face while riding on those roller coasters. It was really damn epic. I'm smiling to myself just thinking about it.

Sadly, we didn't take much pictures because we were busy queuing up for the rides.

We wanted to grab some pizzas for dinner from one of the pizza place there but it was closed at fucking 7pm.

Why the hell would they want to close some of the eateries at 7pm when there are still tons and tons of tourists roaming around right?

I mean the rides were promptly closed at 7pm. Isn't it logical that the tourists would head to the restaurants to have dinner or grab a bite or two after? But nooo, the freaking pizza place stopped serving customers.

Really disappointed. I promised Yongxing that we were going to have a fabulous dinner but we ended up having dinner at Carl's Jr. Not that it's bad, oh well.

Still, the day went by pretty well.

Looking forward to future trips to USS.