Today, i'm going to reveal my vulnerable side. Lucky you.
I've so much to say, but i don't know how to put them in words.
Sometimes, i refrain from speaking too much because i do not want to hurt the people around me and mostly, myself.
I think alot. Way too much, that sometimes it's overwhelming for me.
And when that happens, i get really fucked up and i would either spit out all the vulgarities i know or just sit and cry.
I think it's weak to cry. Nobody likes a crybaby. But to be honest, i cry easily.
Sometimes i think i'm too nice. And for that, there will always be someone who chooses to take advantage of me.
I've always wanted a perfect family. But we all know there isn't such a thing as perfect. They only exist in the world of fiction.
My self esteem isn't that high. So that's probably the reason why i love acting.
At least i'm able to mask the emotions behind the face.
At times, I'd wish i was better looking. Not that there's anything wrong with my looks but there will be a point where every girl would wish to be more attractive.
When i'm sad, i binge alot. Thank god for high metabolism.
Speaking of which, maybe a nutella sandwich would please me right now.
I kind of miss leading the single life. Where i am able to do anything i want without having to think twice.
Not that it's bad having someone to love. I don't regret the decisions i've made, it's just that there are so many things to worry about.
Talk is cheap, because anyone can do the talking.
Once bitten, twice shy.
Love is a whore, but i'm trying to embrace it with all my heart.