I'm going to blog this publicly for everyone to see, just to show you how sorry I really am.

I'm a rotten asshole and pms is a fucking whore.

You mean so much to me, but somehow my actions seem to show otherwise.

I can't believe how much I've hurt you and yet you're constantly telling me it's okay.

I know it's not okay, I've been through it and it's absolutely not okay.

I don't know what I can do, to make you understand how sorry I really am.

The last thing I wanted to do was hurt you. It was never my intention to hurt you at all.

Hearing you just now, my heart really ached and tore.

I'm not good at expressing myself at all.

Every time I wish to express myself, my tongue would get tied up.

I just want you to know how truly sorry I am to you.

I miss you.

And I love you more and more each day.

When I say it, I really mean it from my heart.

Sorry for being such a jerk to you.