I'm crying as I'm typing this.

I know I sound like a terrible weak fuck but I can't fucking help it.

It feels like I just got my heart pierced a thousand times.

But you wouldn't care. Why would you?

I took my pride down to apologise, to plead, but you seemed to feel nothing but nonchalant.

I hate to say this, but it seems like you've changed.

You've changed to someone that I don't recognise anymore.

The things you've said, stung my heart so badly.

I didn't know I was so lousy in your eyes.

Do you know how much I love you? But do you even reciprocate those feelings?