Hi, I know I haven't been updating this space for quite some time and I don't even know who reads my blog nowadays..........

Just to update, a lot of things has happened quite recently and let's just say, I'm almost hitting rock bottom.

And that's a reality check for me.

Negativity seems to be catching up on me and my days appear to be getting sadder and sadder as time passes.

Life pretty much sucks right now.

I hate how things are right now. And I hate the fact that no matter how hard I try, things don't seem to be getting any better.

I'm really trying to change here, but every time when you say or do something that triggers me, I can't help but revert to my old angsty self. What do you want me to do?

Side track, there's school tomorrow. Oh the agony of waking up early and walking that bloody 10 minutes distance under the unforgiving hot sun.

Good night all!