I realised I have this issue of being straight-forward.
I am not a straight-forward person at all.
Especially when disputes be it minor or major happen between friends or relationships.
I just find it rather hard to talk about my real feelings and thoughts. Normally what I would do, is to beat around the damn bush before coming clean on the truth.
I find it even harder to talk about it face to face. I'd rather type it out than speak my mind.
I can't help it you know? That's just me for you.
And because of this, it sorta stirred up problems that were uncalled for.
It costed my tears, my anger, my happiness and probably, my faith.
But it's okay, I'm going to learn from these episodes of life and try to prevent these situations from happening again because they really suck.
I need to re-adjust my emotions as well.
They gotta stop being all bitchy and fucked up whenever they want already.