I'm awake, with millions of things running through my head.
There are so many things I wish to say, I wish you can hear me, but I suck hands down.
I'm just not good at talking about my feelings verbally.
I would swear my love for you if god forbids.
I don't know why I even made up excuses for myself upon loving you.
Of course I love you. How can I not love you?
You're everything to me. What am I even saying?
I hate it when we are like this.
Both you and I know things aren't supposed to be like this.
I'm sorry for being selfish, for hurting you, for making you upset.
I love you, I miss you, and I wish you were here.